No No No No No No No No. - I keep rubbing off on others

I get all low and stuff. I dislike how my body looks, I work a lot, I barely see Richard or my best friend anymore, my dad and I are already kind of going down hill, I miss my mom, family hates me, I miss my brothers. It's just a number of things that get to me and I don't mean to make it known that I'm kinda sad, I'm just really bad at hiding it. I guess that I'm just slowly going to start to accept things as they are and get the fuck on with everything else that's good in my life right now. I'm getting my own car FINALLY and a second job. Well those are the only two good things I can think of for now. But as of right now, I'm just gonna focus on my job and let shit play out as it's supposed to I guess. I wanna go out of town when I get my car, maybe go to the coast or something. I need to get out of Fresno at least once this summer.

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